Renae Lee

Today at work, a little girl said that I had nice hair.

She then told her mother that one day she was going to fall in love with me and get married.

I like her thinking ;)

November 16

So, it feels like I have hit an all time low.

How fantastic.

November 15

Pickled donuts.

Don’t you just love it how losing your job due to lack of sales can make your confidence go down. Also causing you to be highly emotional and depressed at times.

Well I know I love it. Isn’t life just fantastic sometimes. I also love being totally ignored too. It makes my self confidence drop even more. Making me think “Am I that unbearable”

Tomorrow is going to be one fantastic day. I even get to be escorted out of the building once my shift has ended so they know I won’t try to sneak back to have more people abuse me over the phone. And then I get to come home to such a loving mother who only cares about how much money I have.

I think this is a time to celebrate life.

October 13

Stupid.

So pretty sure my 6 month probation period at Bigpond is nearly up.

I had my one on one coaching the other day with my team leader and he gave me a letter.

This letter states that my work with Bigpond has been unsatisfactory and that if I don’t “improve” by the 12/11/9 my contract with Bigpond will be terminated.

I think they should have just gotten straight to the POINT in the letter and should have just written “If you don’t sell more of our crap we are going to get rid of you”

Everything I am doing at work is fine. My customer service is great! The only thing I am having trouble in is SELLING Bigponds stupid Internet service. AND I am in a BILLING department.

HOW AM I MEANT TO SELL IN THE BILLING DEPARTMENT! They expect me toget 18 Broadbands a month AND 13 Security trials a month. WHICH I might add is RIDICULOUS! Who wants to pay for a stupid freaking Bigpond security.

So I am most likely going to lose my job and be a depressed bum.

AND on top of ALL of this, I am also going to lose my license and have to appeal to get it back.

Life sucks at the moment.

:(

September 15

bensley:

Burntim:

Bensley:
Ben: You realise if we played paintball, I’d turn on you.
Renae: That’s alright, I don’t mind being turned on by you.

Sir Benjamin, there appears to be an ongoing comical genre to your life.
I suggest we make it a sitcom.
It could go towards out of hours Uni study too.
Kill two birds with one Death Star if you know what I mean.

I like that analogy. And I also like that idea.
It could be an Australian version of ‘Friends’ based on our friends.
(As long as I’m given superpowers or involved in some kind of sci-fi sub-plot.)

But, I vote we actually gather a massive group and go paint-balling this summer for real. It would be epic.

So you actually posted that huh. Lol! Well I know a fairly awesome place for paint balling since I did the whole massive groupd paint ball thing for my 16th.

I say we should do it!!

:)

September 9